The anxiety and fear of a week ago is gone. Traces remain as ever-diminishing memory. Then as now, it was, is and will only ever be movements of thought. There is nothing more than a conjuring of images and feelings, none of which have anything to do with what is here, now.
Thisness 
Your use of the word “conjuring” here is spot on, thank-you.
I love the phrase you have used: “What you are looking for is where you are looking from” Thank you! 😊